“How if reality is just an illusion? How if we just a character of someone else dream? How if heaven is just another name of earth when we do reincarnation? How if all of this universe just a thing that something really really bigger than us called it ‘atom’? And how if this life is actually just a brilliant technology that controlling our life? Thanks God, to not let me to know thats all.”—
Sitting here thinking, one day i’m not going to go to school tomorrow. One day i’m not going to be able to see my friends every single day anymore. One day we’re all going to grow old and forget about half of the people we spent the first 18 years of our life with. One day some people are going to move far away. One day my best friend and i aren’t going to talk everyday like we used to. One day young loves won’t be around anymore. One day i’m probably never going to speak to the closest friends i had at school. One day life won’t be this easy. One day my favorite bands and musicians won’t be making music anymore. One day all the things that made me happy when i was young won’t exist. One day i’ll forget the greatest times i had with my friends. One day i’m going to be too old to do the things i loved to do. One day my life will change. I say i want to grow up so much, one day i’m going to regret it.
"Kita semua disini adalah keluarga, dan akan selalu begitu adanya. 52013" - ilman aulia & vidiantara saputra.
Certains jours, vous me trouverez Je n’ai pas allés trop loin
Je m’ennuie de la façon dont nous étions à l’époque Comment nous avons ri Je peux vous sens dans mon cœur Il ya un monde dans tes yeux je peux voir qu’il s’éclaircit Toutes les heures que nous avons tourné en jours Nous étions jeunes semblait la vie continuerait éternellement Tout ce que j’avais a vous …
I miss the way we were back then
How we laughed
I can feel you in my heart There's a world in your eyes I can see it getting brighter
All the hours that we turned into days
We were young seemed like life would go on last forever
All I had was you...
Those two words, ‘Dear Emma’ take me away to way another time when we use to write to each other after mom and dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life. And you used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad were having in heaven. Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever. The reason it is taking me so long to write you is that I have seen that I have been a fool. I have spent my life fooling myself. Every letter I’ve ever written to you has been a love letter. How could they have been anything else? I can see now that all of them, except this one, were bad love letters. Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you. Because there is nothing more for you to do. You already done everything. I have enough of you in my head to last forever. So please don’t ever worry about me. I’m peachy! I really am. I have everything. If i had one wish, it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you have brought to me. That you could feel what it’s like to love.
Why you can just waste her? someone who love you and take care of you. she made something that not everybody can make it. when your birthday past she made it. but why you just throw her away? but me? i don’t ever know how feel that.
she very very love you but you left her. but i love her and i never can be with her. what are you thinking? you’re not better than a dog who put their shit and left it without close it. fuck you